Post by Tammy on Aug 17, 2006 12:37:06 GMT -5
John and I made our way back to the hotel at an agonizingly slow pace, I swear it seemed to take hours. As we stand here, at the front desk for John to gather his messages, my heart is starting to constrict with an enormous amount of anxiousness and excitement. It is about to happen. John and I are about to become one in every way. I am about to completely give my heart to another, and that is something I swore I would never do again. But this time is so different … this time I know it is forever. And that thought pushes away all my anxiety and brings my excitement to the forefront again. I am lost in my thoughts as John grabs my hand and leads me to the elevator, we enter and take our trip up to the penthouse suite. As we get to the door of the hotel room John comes to a stop and pulls me close to him. “Well Doc… you know what I have to do.” He leers at me and I pout, “Aww John… come on not again. I promise to keep my eyes closed.” John laughs at me and shakes his head, “Yeah… like I would believe that.” He takes his finger and motions in a circle, “Come on… you know what to do, turn around.” I laugh at his playful and romantic nature as I turn around and he puts the blindfold on yet again. “You know John, if I didn’t know better I would swear that you were into some kinky S & M, bondage stuff.” He laughs from his gut, and leans into my ear “Well… who says I’m not.” His hot breath sends a shiver of passion running down my spine. I turn around blindly and grab for his face bringing it to mine, and I kiss him with a pent up passion that is ready to explode from me at any moment. I pull away from him slightly, “John… open the door… or we are going to be making love in this hallway.” He laughs again as he moves away and opens the door. He comes back and whisks me up into his arms, carrying me into the room, shutting the door behind us. He sets me down and holds me with my back to his chest, “Are you ready Doc?” I laugh slightly, “Trust me baby… I have been ready for months.” We both laugh as I feel the blind fold slip from my eyes. I blink rapidly as my eyes adjust from the darkness of the blindfold to the dim glowing light of the room. As I glance around my breath catches in my throat and I gasp for air. It is the most … amazingly beautiful site that I have ever seen. I survey the room to see all that John has done. There are candles of every shape, size and color adorning every still standing structure in the room. There are purple and white lilacs in vases adorning every other spot not taken up by a candle. And there are red, white and pink rose petals scattered on the floor and bed. I turn to John with tears streaming down my face and I smile at him with more love and happiness than I ever though possible. He smiles at me and wipes away my tears tenderly as he speaks, “ I am assuming those are happy tears, or do you have allergies that I was not aware of.” I laugh at his silliness. “These are the happiest tears that I have ever shed. I can’t believe that you did all this…for me.” “Why is it so hard to believe Doc?” I shrug, “Because no one has ever done anything remotely like this for me before.” He pulled me flush to him and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear, “Well … that is because NO ONE has ever loved you the way I do. “ I smile, “That’s a fact!” We both laugh at my use of his trademark expression.
After standing on the terrace over looking the most romantic city in the world, John leads me back inside and hands me a glass of champagne. He raises his glass, “To you and me.” I clink my glass with his, “To us … my love.” I sip my champagne and I start to cry. John looks at me with worry and sets his glass down. He tilts my chin up so our eyes meet. “Marlena … honey what’s wrong? Have I gone to far? Am I going to fast?” I laugh nervously, “Oh honey no… you have done nothing wrong. If you remember correctly, I have practically been molesting you this whole trip.” We both laugh slightly as I walk away and stare out over the city again. John lays his hand on my shoulder afraid to make any further contact. “Then sweetheart, what is making you cry? I want this to be a happy time for you, not sad.” I turn to face him and I stroke his cheek lovingly. “That is just it … I am happier than I ever thought possible, and that is all because of you. I never thought that I would find a love like this, and now that I have… I guess it frightens me a little.” I take John’s hands and pull him closer to me so that he has his arms wrapped around my waist as he stands behind me. I lean my head back against his chest and breath deeply. I want him to know how much all of this means to me, how much he means to me, but I am not sure if I can put it into words. “John you have made such a difference in my life. For so long I closed my heart off and never let anyone other than my close circle of family and friends in. But then I met you, and slowly but surely everything changed.” John sighed and held me closer as he let me ramble through my feelings. “This is a place that I never thought I would be. I always told myself that I would never fall in love … I promised myself that I could never do it again. But here I am with you … and I am floating on a level of happiness that I never knew existed. When I first met you, I never even considered that I would love you, and I never dreamed that you would be in love with me.” I turned in his arms and looked into his eyes. “But here we are. And I can see how happy we can be together. I know that things wont always be easy for us… and I am sure that we will have our trying days. But there is one thing I know for a TRUE fact … I couldn’t go for a day without your touch, or the feel of you.” I lean in and kiss his lips gently, “That is how I know our love is real. Because to me… you and I … WE are the definition of real and true love. For the first time in my life, I feel safe. Every fear that I had, every insecurity, vanished the moment that you told me that you loved me.” John had a lone tear trickling down his cheek. With a soft sweet smile on my face I leaned in and kissed it away. He brought his hands to my cheeks and pulled me back to look into my eyes, “Dear god … how I love you.” He bent over and lifted me into his arms and carried me to the bed gently setting me down on the edge. He kneeled in front of me, taking my hands in his. “Tonight I plan on making you feel as special and as loved as you just made me feel with the words you spoke from your heart just now. After tonight Marlena … our souls will be connected for all eternity.” I smiled at him and brushed his hair from his eyes, “But my love … they already are.”
After about five minutes of John fooling around with something in the bathroom he came out in his robe. He leaned against the door jam and laughed as he saw me pacing the room. “Marlena you can come in now.” I whipped around and looked at him. “FINALY!” I rushed over to him and attacked his lips with my own. He pulled back from me breathlessly, “Whoa … slow down Doc. I plan on taking this … very slowly.” I let out an exasperated sigh, “Honey it has been MONTHS! Please quit torturing me.” He laughed at me, “I wouldn’t call it torture. I want to show you how much I love you. I plan on lavishing you with more love and passion than you ever thought possible.” I draw a ragged breath. “I have an idea. How about you lavish me later … and RAVAGE me now.” John pulled me into his arms and lead me into the bathroom, “All in good time my dear. All in good time.”
I stepped into the bathroom which was bathed in candle light and flowers. I glanced over at the marble tub which held steaming water with rose petals floating amongst the steam, and candles adorning it’s corners. I turned to face John with heavy lust and love filled eyes. I stroked his cheek and gave him a chaste kiss. He breathed deeply as his eyes fluttered open. “I love you Marlena.” A smile of pure joy crept to my face, “I love you too.” John brought his hands to my shirt and unbuttoned the first button, he paused and looked to me for my approval to continue, which I gave with a slight nod. He undressed me slowly following the path of the material with his hands, slowly exploring and worshiping my body with the soft gentle touch of a butterfly’s wings. After his slow and methodically loving removal of all my clothes he just starred at me. As if committing to memory every one of my curves. I draw a deep and ragged breath as he runs his index finger along my collarbone and down my arm. He comes to a stop at my hand as he slowly brings it to his mouth and lays a gentle kiss on my palm. I run my hand along his cheek and down his neck to his chest and the opening of his robe. I look to him for permission to go further and he gently nods. I run my hands up his chiseled chest and over his shoulders taking the robe with me as I go. As his robe slips from his body I run my hands back up his strong arms and bring them to rest on his broad chest. I lean in gently and lay a soft kiss above his heart. I look up at him and his eyes are closed and his lips pierced tightly together, as he relishes in my touch. He opens his eyes and smiles at me. He takes my hand in his and leads me toward the steaming bath, and we both enter the water. John stepped in first and I followed. He sat with his back against the back of the tub and I settled in front of him resting my back against his broad chest. We both sat there in blissful silence exchanging gently caresses, exploring each others bodies in the most intimate of ways. John beings to massage my back gently and I giggle before I can help myself. He stops his ministrations and brings his mouth to my ear, “ Did I miss something funny?” I relax back into him. “Umm not something funny exactly. It is just something amazing to me.” “Oh…and what is that exactly?” I ran my hand up behind my head wrapping it around his neck, and I breathed a deep strong breath. “I have never… in all my life, felt like this. I have never felt so connected to someone, as I feel to you, in this moment.” John wrapped his arms around me and held me close to him. “Well Doc that is because we are soul mates, two halves of the same whole. God made me especially for you, and you for me.” John turned me around so that we are sitting, facing each other Indian style in the tub. He brings the shower wand to my head and gently sprays it over my long blonde hair. After wetting it thoroughly, he applies a lilacs scented shampoo to my scalp and begins to massage it in. “Hmm… that feels heavenly.” It amazes me that John is one of the strongest most masculine men I know, yet when he touches me he has the gentleness of a child. After a time I repay the favor and wash John’s hair, with the same love and tenderness he did mine. John moves to rise out of the tub, but I hold him in place. “Wait just a minute sailor, we aren’t done yet. We still have to wash up.” John looks at me with that lecherous smile adorning his face, “But Doc we haven’t even gotten dirty yet.” I laugh at him and splash him with water as he sits back down with his back facing me. I lather the bathing sponge with his masculine body wash and I begin my journey along his heavenly body. I move the sponge softly all over his back and under the water, making sure to avoid any pleasure spots. I hear a deep moan escape his lips as I work the sponge around his waist just above his most sensitive area. I lean up and place soft kisses along his neck as I massage his chest in circular motions with the sponge, lightly scraping his chest with my fingernails. John moans and leans his head to the side and captures my mouth in a passionate kiss which causes me to stop my ministrations on his body. He turns to face me and leans me back against the back of the tub, and smiles, “Your turn.” He grabs the sponge and lathers it with my rose water scented body wash. He takes my leg in his hand and sets my foot upon his shoulder. He places a butterfly kiss upon my ankle as he works the sponge up my calf to my thigh paying special attention to my inner thighs which makes me tingle with want and desire. He continues his venture upwards and lathers the upper half of my body being sure not to hit any of my pleasure spots, which makes me bit my lip to stifle my moan of desire. He works his way down my body, and other leg in the same fashion as he did the first, coming to my ankle, which he lays a kiss upon. After rinsing me off he hovers over me and brings his face to mine. He sits like that for a moment starring deeply into my eyes all the way to my soul, “Marlena, I want you more in this moment than ever before.” I breath deeply and caress his face, “I am yours… all yours, always.” He steps out of the tub and lends me his hand. He grabs the towel off the heated towel rack and dries me off, wrapping it around my body, and I do the same for him, wrapping a towel around his waist. He leans in and kisses me. The kiss begins sweetly at first but increases with passion as our hands begin to roam each others damp skin. He bends over and effortlessly lifts me into his arms. I continue to kiss his neck with moist open mouthed kisses as we leave the bathroom and begin our journey to our own personal heaven.
John carries me to the bed and places me gently on the silk sheets, and he lays down beside me. He runs his fingers up my arm with the touch of a butterfly. His fingers continue the journey along my collar bone and down the middle of my chest, and they come to a stop as the meet the towel that is wrapped around my body. My eyes which are already clouded with passion become heavier as he looks to me for permission. Instead of giving him my customary nod, I gently run my hand up over the curve of his behind and rake my nails gently over his back and shoulders, and down his arms to where his hand rests upon the opening of my towel. I lean up and kiss him gently as I tug the towel and let it fall lose from my body. He breaks our kiss as his eyes turn almost black with passion and his eyes run along the curves of my body. “Dear god… you are the most… beautiful woman I have ever seen.” He runs his calloused hand along my stomach and I gasp with pleasure as he moves his body to hover over mine. He takes each of my hands in each one of his and intertwines our fingers as he raises my hands over my head. His body lies flush against mine and I feel my passion ready to explode when I feel his hardness against me. “Mmm… John…” He smiles as I instinctively buck against him trying to get closer. He bends his head and begins to ravage my neck as he teases me unmercifully by rubbing his body up and down over mine. I whimper when he wont release my hands so that I cant touch him. “John…mmm baby please… I want to touch you.” He raises his head from the crook of my neck and I sigh at the loss of contact. He looks into my eyes and it feels as though he sees right to my soul. “You are so beautiful Doc. And you are mine… ALL mine!” He releases my hands and begins to kiss his way down my chest and I moan while I run my hand through his hair, “I am yours… forever…and you are mine…mmm for always.” I gently yank his hair and pull him up to my waiting lips. I kiss him with unbridled passion which leaves us both breathless. I take that moment and change the tables on him, as I roll him over and straddle him. I smile when I feel his arousal twitch beneath me as he stares at me hovering above him. He grabs me and pulls me to him, our bodies flying flush against each other. I bent and hovered over his mouth about ready to engage him in a carnal kiss, when at the last moment I changed my direction and attacked his neck. I suck and bite gently… leaving my mark on him and making him moan from deep in his throat. I moved my exploration down his neck to his chest as my mouth claimed every inch of his heated flesh. As my journey came to his aching manhood I looked up at him and saw that he was gripping the head board so fiercely that his knuckles were turning white. It makes me grin realizing that he can’t hold back his passion much longer. I smile and decided to tease him a little more. I scoot all the way down his body coming to a stop at his ankles and I proceed to kiss and lick my way up John’s muscular legs while I gently raked my nails over his heated flesh. I kissed my way up John’s body to the source of his arousal which is twitching with desire. I lick my lips and ever so gently began to stroke him. I went to take him in my mouth, but before I could John entangled his fingers in my hair and pulled me flush up against him. He took owner ship of my mouth, gently sucking on my tongue as it became entangled with his. He rolled me over onto my back. He ran his large callused hands up the entire length of my body. He entangled his fingers with mine and pinned my arms above my head once again making it impossible for me to touch him. He gently lifted himself away from me so he could admire my body. Suddenly he took my breast in his mouth. He gently sucked, and kneaded at my breasts which cause me to cry out with want and desire, “Ohhh….John….mmmmm.” This seemed to egged him on even further in his exploration of my breasts. He alternated between gently massaging one breast while he kiss and licked and sucked on the other, being sure to give each breast the same amount of attention. I struggled to get my hands free from his grasp so I could touch him. I writhed beneath him, bucking my hips against his achingly hard member, which caused John to moan. He released my hands and wrapped his arms around my waist burring his face in between my breasts. Once my hands were free, they made a trail over his shoulder. Dragging my nails down his back and over his firm ass. I gently glided my hand between our heated bodies and began stoking him, “John… please!” My begging must have pushed him to the point of no return. His hand gently stroked my face and glided down my body. He slipped his hand between our heated flesh, and within seconds found my wet center. He began to stroke me slowly, which caused me to buck against his hand. When he felt that I was more than ready for him, he grabbed his aching member and guided it towards my welcoming opening. Without warning he let the head of his erection enter me and I cried out with a mixture of pleaser and pain. “Oh…godddd…mmmm.” I closed my eyes tightly enjoying the exquisite sensation of finally becoming one with him. Although there is slight discomfort from his size this is the most pleasurable thing I have ever felt in my life. John stroked my face and looked into my eyes, “Honey… are you okay?” I bit my lower lip and exhaled. I looked into his eyes and stroked his face “Oh god yes… I have never felt this good… in my life… I love you.” He smiled at me and gazed into my eyes, “I love you too. God… I never thought I would feel this good in my life. I never thought that I would find someone like you. Someone who… completes me… the way you do.” I closed my eyes and savored each moment. John slowly continued to enter me, a little bit deeper with every stroke, moving in a slow circular motion to break the tension. After a few minutes I wrapped my legs around his waist signaling to him that I am ready for him to enter me completely. John noticed the signal and began to take slow deep strokes. As he did he looked deep into my eyes and it felt as though his gaze pierced my soul, “I am… going to love you… like no other man has ever… or will ever… love you in this life time.” It was those word…which John spoke from his soul, that seemed to open up the flood gates. And all of the love, desire and passion that has been building in us for months just erupted. I locked my legs around him drawing him into me completely, as if he could touch my very soul. “Oh John….mmm…love me…love me…” After a few more moments our pace became frantic, as we were both coming close to the edge of oblivion. John pounded into me fiercely never taking his eyes off of mine. We both wanted to remember this moment and freeze it in our minds. My walls began to spasm around John and he knew that I was close. I began to buck against him fiercely, “Mmmm…harder honey…deeper…deeper.” John pulled out of me and entered again fiercely and deeply causing me to orgasm. My whole body shook with release and it caused John to reach his as he thrust a few more times. After a few moments we came in unison. John held me close and whispered in my ear, “Oh Doc….hmmm I love you…” I moaned as John exploded within me, “Oh…Oh John…mmm I love you baby…I love you…” We laid like that, in complete silence for a few moments, until John went to move off of me and I stopped him. I wrapped my arms around his back and held him in place as I spoke to him breathlessly. “Not so fast sailor… where do you think you are going?” John smiled at me, “Not far… I will be within reach.” I didn’t release him I held him tighter as I looked deeply into his eyes, “I want you right where you are. I want you to stay inside me for a few minutes longer…please. I have waited for this for… so long. I’m not ready… to let you go yet.” John bent down and kissed me sweetly, “I love you Marlena… I never want to let you go.” I smiled up at him and ran my fingers through his hair, “Then don’t let me go…ever!” John wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head upon my chest. I looked down at him and kissed the top of his head while I stroked his hair. We just laid there in contented silence for several minutes. Then after a while we began to drift off into the most peaceful, and contented sleep either of us have ever experienced.
After standing on the terrace over looking the most romantic city in the world, John leads me back inside and hands me a glass of champagne. He raises his glass, “To you and me.” I clink my glass with his, “To us … my love.” I sip my champagne and I start to cry. John looks at me with worry and sets his glass down. He tilts my chin up so our eyes meet. “Marlena … honey what’s wrong? Have I gone to far? Am I going to fast?” I laugh nervously, “Oh honey no… you have done nothing wrong. If you remember correctly, I have practically been molesting you this whole trip.” We both laugh slightly as I walk away and stare out over the city again. John lays his hand on my shoulder afraid to make any further contact. “Then sweetheart, what is making you cry? I want this to be a happy time for you, not sad.” I turn to face him and I stroke his cheek lovingly. “That is just it … I am happier than I ever thought possible, and that is all because of you. I never thought that I would find a love like this, and now that I have… I guess it frightens me a little.” I take John’s hands and pull him closer to me so that he has his arms wrapped around my waist as he stands behind me. I lean my head back against his chest and breath deeply. I want him to know how much all of this means to me, how much he means to me, but I am not sure if I can put it into words. “John you have made such a difference in my life. For so long I closed my heart off and never let anyone other than my close circle of family and friends in. But then I met you, and slowly but surely everything changed.” John sighed and held me closer as he let me ramble through my feelings. “This is a place that I never thought I would be. I always told myself that I would never fall in love … I promised myself that I could never do it again. But here I am with you … and I am floating on a level of happiness that I never knew existed. When I first met you, I never even considered that I would love you, and I never dreamed that you would be in love with me.” I turned in his arms and looked into his eyes. “But here we are. And I can see how happy we can be together. I know that things wont always be easy for us… and I am sure that we will have our trying days. But there is one thing I know for a TRUE fact … I couldn’t go for a day without your touch, or the feel of you.” I lean in and kiss his lips gently, “That is how I know our love is real. Because to me… you and I … WE are the definition of real and true love. For the first time in my life, I feel safe. Every fear that I had, every insecurity, vanished the moment that you told me that you loved me.” John had a lone tear trickling down his cheek. With a soft sweet smile on my face I leaned in and kissed it away. He brought his hands to my cheeks and pulled me back to look into my eyes, “Dear god … how I love you.” He bent over and lifted me into his arms and carried me to the bed gently setting me down on the edge. He kneeled in front of me, taking my hands in his. “Tonight I plan on making you feel as special and as loved as you just made me feel with the words you spoke from your heart just now. After tonight Marlena … our souls will be connected for all eternity.” I smiled at him and brushed his hair from his eyes, “But my love … they already are.”
After about five minutes of John fooling around with something in the bathroom he came out in his robe. He leaned against the door jam and laughed as he saw me pacing the room. “Marlena you can come in now.” I whipped around and looked at him. “FINALY!” I rushed over to him and attacked his lips with my own. He pulled back from me breathlessly, “Whoa … slow down Doc. I plan on taking this … very slowly.” I let out an exasperated sigh, “Honey it has been MONTHS! Please quit torturing me.” He laughed at me, “I wouldn’t call it torture. I want to show you how much I love you. I plan on lavishing you with more love and passion than you ever thought possible.” I draw a ragged breath. “I have an idea. How about you lavish me later … and RAVAGE me now.” John pulled me into his arms and lead me into the bathroom, “All in good time my dear. All in good time.”
I stepped into the bathroom which was bathed in candle light and flowers. I glanced over at the marble tub which held steaming water with rose petals floating amongst the steam, and candles adorning it’s corners. I turned to face John with heavy lust and love filled eyes. I stroked his cheek and gave him a chaste kiss. He breathed deeply as his eyes fluttered open. “I love you Marlena.” A smile of pure joy crept to my face, “I love you too.” John brought his hands to my shirt and unbuttoned the first button, he paused and looked to me for my approval to continue, which I gave with a slight nod. He undressed me slowly following the path of the material with his hands, slowly exploring and worshiping my body with the soft gentle touch of a butterfly’s wings. After his slow and methodically loving removal of all my clothes he just starred at me. As if committing to memory every one of my curves. I draw a deep and ragged breath as he runs his index finger along my collarbone and down my arm. He comes to a stop at my hand as he slowly brings it to his mouth and lays a gentle kiss on my palm. I run my hand along his cheek and down his neck to his chest and the opening of his robe. I look to him for permission to go further and he gently nods. I run my hands up his chiseled chest and over his shoulders taking the robe with me as I go. As his robe slips from his body I run my hands back up his strong arms and bring them to rest on his broad chest. I lean in gently and lay a soft kiss above his heart. I look up at him and his eyes are closed and his lips pierced tightly together, as he relishes in my touch. He opens his eyes and smiles at me. He takes my hand in his and leads me toward the steaming bath, and we both enter the water. John stepped in first and I followed. He sat with his back against the back of the tub and I settled in front of him resting my back against his broad chest. We both sat there in blissful silence exchanging gently caresses, exploring each others bodies in the most intimate of ways. John beings to massage my back gently and I giggle before I can help myself. He stops his ministrations and brings his mouth to my ear, “ Did I miss something funny?” I relax back into him. “Umm not something funny exactly. It is just something amazing to me.” “Oh…and what is that exactly?” I ran my hand up behind my head wrapping it around his neck, and I breathed a deep strong breath. “I have never… in all my life, felt like this. I have never felt so connected to someone, as I feel to you, in this moment.” John wrapped his arms around me and held me close to him. “Well Doc that is because we are soul mates, two halves of the same whole. God made me especially for you, and you for me.” John turned me around so that we are sitting, facing each other Indian style in the tub. He brings the shower wand to my head and gently sprays it over my long blonde hair. After wetting it thoroughly, he applies a lilacs scented shampoo to my scalp and begins to massage it in. “Hmm… that feels heavenly.” It amazes me that John is one of the strongest most masculine men I know, yet when he touches me he has the gentleness of a child. After a time I repay the favor and wash John’s hair, with the same love and tenderness he did mine. John moves to rise out of the tub, but I hold him in place. “Wait just a minute sailor, we aren’t done yet. We still have to wash up.” John looks at me with that lecherous smile adorning his face, “But Doc we haven’t even gotten dirty yet.” I laugh at him and splash him with water as he sits back down with his back facing me. I lather the bathing sponge with his masculine body wash and I begin my journey along his heavenly body. I move the sponge softly all over his back and under the water, making sure to avoid any pleasure spots. I hear a deep moan escape his lips as I work the sponge around his waist just above his most sensitive area. I lean up and place soft kisses along his neck as I massage his chest in circular motions with the sponge, lightly scraping his chest with my fingernails. John moans and leans his head to the side and captures my mouth in a passionate kiss which causes me to stop my ministrations on his body. He turns to face me and leans me back against the back of the tub, and smiles, “Your turn.” He grabs the sponge and lathers it with my rose water scented body wash. He takes my leg in his hand and sets my foot upon his shoulder. He places a butterfly kiss upon my ankle as he works the sponge up my calf to my thigh paying special attention to my inner thighs which makes me tingle with want and desire. He continues his venture upwards and lathers the upper half of my body being sure not to hit any of my pleasure spots, which makes me bit my lip to stifle my moan of desire. He works his way down my body, and other leg in the same fashion as he did the first, coming to my ankle, which he lays a kiss upon. After rinsing me off he hovers over me and brings his face to mine. He sits like that for a moment starring deeply into my eyes all the way to my soul, “Marlena, I want you more in this moment than ever before.” I breath deeply and caress his face, “I am yours… all yours, always.” He steps out of the tub and lends me his hand. He grabs the towel off the heated towel rack and dries me off, wrapping it around my body, and I do the same for him, wrapping a towel around his waist. He leans in and kisses me. The kiss begins sweetly at first but increases with passion as our hands begin to roam each others damp skin. He bends over and effortlessly lifts me into his arms. I continue to kiss his neck with moist open mouthed kisses as we leave the bathroom and begin our journey to our own personal heaven.
John carries me to the bed and places me gently on the silk sheets, and he lays down beside me. He runs his fingers up my arm with the touch of a butterfly. His fingers continue the journey along my collar bone and down the middle of my chest, and they come to a stop as the meet the towel that is wrapped around my body. My eyes which are already clouded with passion become heavier as he looks to me for permission. Instead of giving him my customary nod, I gently run my hand up over the curve of his behind and rake my nails gently over his back and shoulders, and down his arms to where his hand rests upon the opening of my towel. I lean up and kiss him gently as I tug the towel and let it fall lose from my body. He breaks our kiss as his eyes turn almost black with passion and his eyes run along the curves of my body. “Dear god… you are the most… beautiful woman I have ever seen.” He runs his calloused hand along my stomach and I gasp with pleasure as he moves his body to hover over mine. He takes each of my hands in each one of his and intertwines our fingers as he raises my hands over my head. His body lies flush against mine and I feel my passion ready to explode when I feel his hardness against me. “Mmm… John…” He smiles as I instinctively buck against him trying to get closer. He bends his head and begins to ravage my neck as he teases me unmercifully by rubbing his body up and down over mine. I whimper when he wont release my hands so that I cant touch him. “John…mmm baby please… I want to touch you.” He raises his head from the crook of my neck and I sigh at the loss of contact. He looks into my eyes and it feels as though he sees right to my soul. “You are so beautiful Doc. And you are mine… ALL mine!” He releases my hands and begins to kiss his way down my chest and I moan while I run my hand through his hair, “I am yours… forever…and you are mine…mmm for always.” I gently yank his hair and pull him up to my waiting lips. I kiss him with unbridled passion which leaves us both breathless. I take that moment and change the tables on him, as I roll him over and straddle him. I smile when I feel his arousal twitch beneath me as he stares at me hovering above him. He grabs me and pulls me to him, our bodies flying flush against each other. I bent and hovered over his mouth about ready to engage him in a carnal kiss, when at the last moment I changed my direction and attacked his neck. I suck and bite gently… leaving my mark on him and making him moan from deep in his throat. I moved my exploration down his neck to his chest as my mouth claimed every inch of his heated flesh. As my journey came to his aching manhood I looked up at him and saw that he was gripping the head board so fiercely that his knuckles were turning white. It makes me grin realizing that he can’t hold back his passion much longer. I smile and decided to tease him a little more. I scoot all the way down his body coming to a stop at his ankles and I proceed to kiss and lick my way up John’s muscular legs while I gently raked my nails over his heated flesh. I kissed my way up John’s body to the source of his arousal which is twitching with desire. I lick my lips and ever so gently began to stroke him. I went to take him in my mouth, but before I could John entangled his fingers in my hair and pulled me flush up against him. He took owner ship of my mouth, gently sucking on my tongue as it became entangled with his. He rolled me over onto my back. He ran his large callused hands up the entire length of my body. He entangled his fingers with mine and pinned my arms above my head once again making it impossible for me to touch him. He gently lifted himself away from me so he could admire my body. Suddenly he took my breast in his mouth. He gently sucked, and kneaded at my breasts which cause me to cry out with want and desire, “Ohhh….John….mmmmm.” This seemed to egged him on even further in his exploration of my breasts. He alternated between gently massaging one breast while he kiss and licked and sucked on the other, being sure to give each breast the same amount of attention. I struggled to get my hands free from his grasp so I could touch him. I writhed beneath him, bucking my hips against his achingly hard member, which caused John to moan. He released my hands and wrapped his arms around my waist burring his face in between my breasts. Once my hands were free, they made a trail over his shoulder. Dragging my nails down his back and over his firm ass. I gently glided my hand between our heated bodies and began stoking him, “John… please!” My begging must have pushed him to the point of no return. His hand gently stroked my face and glided down my body. He slipped his hand between our heated flesh, and within seconds found my wet center. He began to stroke me slowly, which caused me to buck against his hand. When he felt that I was more than ready for him, he grabbed his aching member and guided it towards my welcoming opening. Without warning he let the head of his erection enter me and I cried out with a mixture of pleaser and pain. “Oh…godddd…mmmm.” I closed my eyes tightly enjoying the exquisite sensation of finally becoming one with him. Although there is slight discomfort from his size this is the most pleasurable thing I have ever felt in my life. John stroked my face and looked into my eyes, “Honey… are you okay?” I bit my lower lip and exhaled. I looked into his eyes and stroked his face “Oh god yes… I have never felt this good… in my life… I love you.” He smiled at me and gazed into my eyes, “I love you too. God… I never thought I would feel this good in my life. I never thought that I would find someone like you. Someone who… completes me… the way you do.” I closed my eyes and savored each moment. John slowly continued to enter me, a little bit deeper with every stroke, moving in a slow circular motion to break the tension. After a few minutes I wrapped my legs around his waist signaling to him that I am ready for him to enter me completely. John noticed the signal and began to take slow deep strokes. As he did he looked deep into my eyes and it felt as though his gaze pierced my soul, “I am… going to love you… like no other man has ever… or will ever… love you in this life time.” It was those word…which John spoke from his soul, that seemed to open up the flood gates. And all of the love, desire and passion that has been building in us for months just erupted. I locked my legs around him drawing him into me completely, as if he could touch my very soul. “Oh John….mmm…love me…love me…” After a few more moments our pace became frantic, as we were both coming close to the edge of oblivion. John pounded into me fiercely never taking his eyes off of mine. We both wanted to remember this moment and freeze it in our minds. My walls began to spasm around John and he knew that I was close. I began to buck against him fiercely, “Mmmm…harder honey…deeper…deeper.” John pulled out of me and entered again fiercely and deeply causing me to orgasm. My whole body shook with release and it caused John to reach his as he thrust a few more times. After a few moments we came in unison. John held me close and whispered in my ear, “Oh Doc….hmmm I love you…” I moaned as John exploded within me, “Oh…Oh John…mmm I love you baby…I love you…” We laid like that, in complete silence for a few moments, until John went to move off of me and I stopped him. I wrapped my arms around his back and held him in place as I spoke to him breathlessly. “Not so fast sailor… where do you think you are going?” John smiled at me, “Not far… I will be within reach.” I didn’t release him I held him tighter as I looked deeply into his eyes, “I want you right where you are. I want you to stay inside me for a few minutes longer…please. I have waited for this for… so long. I’m not ready… to let you go yet.” John bent down and kissed me sweetly, “I love you Marlena… I never want to let you go.” I smiled up at him and ran my fingers through his hair, “Then don’t let me go…ever!” John wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head upon my chest. I looked down at him and kissed the top of his head while I stroked his hair. We just laid there in contented silence for several minutes. Then after a while we began to drift off into the most peaceful, and contented sleep either of us have ever experienced.
