Post by Mimi on Aug 18, 2006 11:29:12 GMT -5
I slowly open my eyes as I look around the darken room, trying to focus on my surroundings. I begin to have these slight flashes of making love to Marlena, her body close to mine as we roll around desperately clinging to one another. I slightly sit up as look around at the floor, pillows and a comforter thrown hazardously across the carpeted floor. What the hell happened? Am I dreaming? Where Am I? All these questions run through my mind as I try to find some realization of the situation. I hear a slight moan as I turn my attention to the other side of the bed. There she lays, the thin white satin sheet barley covering her slender body. I slightly lay back down on my elbow as I rest my head in my hand. I watch her closely, noticing the way her body moves very slowly from her breathing. The satin cover clings to her chest and stomach as it travels down her body, her long slender leg exposed from the thigh down. My hand begins to travel to her face as my fingers skim her cheek down to her jaw. I see her stir as a slight smile comes to her lips and then quickly disappears as she falls once again into a slumber. My fingers go back to her face as they trace her lips and then her neck, as soon my mouth has found the sweet skin on her neck. My lips can’t seem to get enough of her as they travel down her neck to her collar bone, and then to her jaw.
I feel his lips on my skin as I awake from my slumber, dazed and confused. But then I remember where I’m at and why I’m here. I turn my head slightly as I watch him kiss my shoulder and then my collarbone. I smile as my heart swells with love for this man, how could I have been so clueless and naïve. He notices that I have awoken, perhaps from my slight moans of desire. He stares into my eyes as he leans down and takes my mouth with his, passionately sucking my lips into his mouth. His kisses alone can send me over the edge, and I can’t help the beating of my heart as his tongue probes its way into my mouth. My hand reaches up and cups his face as he continues to kiss me urgently, his hands beginning to skim across my body feverishly. I feel him move his body over me as we kiss harder, my hands now running through his short hair. His hand travels down between our bodies and moves to between my legs. His fingers begin to rub and caress and it’s only a matter of time before I simply explode into ecstasy. I moan into his mouth as his hand goes to my thigh opening it from the other thigh, while he moves his body between my legs. I feel his erection as it rubs against me once again, each time feeling like the first time. I separate my lips from him as I moan into his neck while he teases me uncontrollably. I feel his mouth on my neck yet again, but this time he sucks and bites, obviously knowing he is marking me. I usually would not want that done to me, I must have hated it before, but it seems to be appropriate at this moment.
I tug on her gentle skin, purposely marking her as mine, because after all she is. I pull back and even though the room is dark, I can still make out the reddened mark on her neck. I look into her hazel eyes, now dark with erotic passion, and I lose myself in them. For the past months, I never thought I would have been looking into them the same way I am now, I had lost all hope for our future. And as I lean down and kiss her again, I know this is just not sex, a simple one night stand. This is lovemaking, a sweet and soulmate understanding that only we have shared before. I know she will not get up in the morning and shake my hand and walk out of my life. I can tell by her eyes, her moans, her reactions. Sex does not have these reactions, these moments, these emotions, this passion. My hands run through her soft blonde hair as they lift her head and pull her mouth further into mine, if it’s possible. I know she is ready for me, I can feel her excitement and I prepare myself for entry. I reach down and guide myself to her opening, slowly sliding myself in, little by little. I feel her warmth wrap around me as her canal tightly snaps around me, signaling her discomfort. I hear her whimper and her quick intake of breath as I slowly pull away, kissing her neck and then pecking her lips. She opens her eyes as I once again move back inside her, slower that the first time.
Why I can’t get used to him is beyond me, this isn’t like the first time we have made love tonight. I want to adapt to him soon, for he brings me such pleasure in the end. I feel him slide in a little more and my body tightens, holding him inside causing a moan to escape from his mouth. His kiss is rough as he sucks me into his passionate trap, leaving me breathless and relaxed. His hands skim across my breast while his mouth leaves my lips and latches onto my right breast, sucking it urgently as his thrusts barley shift. I tilt my head back into the pillows as I moan my approval, wanting nothing more then to scream out my bliss. He removes his head from my chest and begins to move his hips to and fro, softly, making sure that I am broken in to. The satin sheet dangles right above his lower back, covering his entire lower body, while my legs are uncovered and arched along his satin covered hips. He pushes into me and I feel him hit that certain soft spot in the wall that makes me want to lose all control of my nerves. His hands rest on my breast as he continues to thrust into me, a slow and erotic manner that makes me actually wish there was mirror above us, so that I could watch on how he moves into my body. His pace begins to pick up and my legs wrap around him as he rides me harder, my lower body being lifted up from the bed from the force of his thrust. I moan his name over and over as he whispers mine into my skin.
I am so losing this battle as I feel her tighten around me, I can’t release so soon, it’s too soon. I pull out of her and take a deep breath, and she watches me, wondering. I give her a reassuring kiss and tell her that to give me a second or two. She laughs as she pushes me onto my back and slowly crawls over me.
“Come on John…I want this…and I know you do too.” I hear her say and I can’t help but close my eyes as I feel her slide down on me. The ridges of her walls slide all around me and my hands grasp the sheets, drastically as her hips begin to move slowly in a wave like manner. She always had a way of doing this for as long as I have known her, she could always set me off when she was on top. The way she moved, how she rocked, she almost looked like an exotic dancer. We used to joke about that and she would always laugh it off, saying she had to please her man somehow. My hands leave the sheets and grasp her hips as I force her down on me and hard. She lets out a loud moan as I rock into her again, pulling her hips onto me faster then before. Her moans are nonstop and louder then before and by the way she is whimpering and moving, I know she is done.
“I need you Marlena, I need you baby.” I whimper out from loss of breath as I continue to ride up in her. “I want all of you….give it to me!” He hisses as his eyes shut, trying to contain his control.
“You have me John, I’m all yours.” She moans and I cannot help but smile as she moves her hips further down on me.
“Marlena, I want you to have my baby. I need you to have my baby again….could you give that to me.” I hear myself saying and I pause for a second. Why the hell would I tell her that, I mean yes it’s true I do want that, but why would that come out at this moment. She looks down at me and at first I mistake her reaction for disappointment and rejection. But she smiles and leans down over me, taking my lips.
“I’ll give you whatever you wish for. I would love to give you another baby.” She smiles and I fill up with joy and excitement. I flip her over on her back as I plunge back into her body, finishing her off.
“I love you.” I whisper as I thrust into her over and over. She whispers the words back and I hear her moan loud, grasping onto my body as she comes. I slam into her as she finishes off her orgasm, and my body begins to quake with anticipation. The thought of me putting a child in her body fills my mind as my pace becomes rough and wild. I feel the heat rise in my stomach and then it snaps, releasing my seed deep inside her yet again. I stay inside her, holding myself there as her body wraps around mine, holding and caressing.
As we lay on the bed, now spooning each other, I kiss her head, mumbling my affection to her. She laughs as she kisses my hands and whispers her love back, claiming she will never let anything come between it again.
“Tomorrow is a new day, and we will go from there. But nothing is going to tear me apart from you. John?” She asks and I give her a hum sigh, almost lazy to say the word yes. “I want to give you another baby, because I believe we deserve a new beginning. And I think that would be the perfect place to start. You were the person I should of started a family with from the beginning, not Roman.” I hush her, telling her not to bring up the past but she stops me. “I will give you a baby, no matter how long it takes, or hard it is to get. I love you.” She smiles and my heart swells. I lean into kiss her as we slightly moan.
“Well I think we are off to a good start…and I can’t wait baby.” I whisper as we fall into eachothers arms and let sleep take over us.
I feel his lips on my skin as I awake from my slumber, dazed and confused. But then I remember where I’m at and why I’m here. I turn my head slightly as I watch him kiss my shoulder and then my collarbone. I smile as my heart swells with love for this man, how could I have been so clueless and naïve. He notices that I have awoken, perhaps from my slight moans of desire. He stares into my eyes as he leans down and takes my mouth with his, passionately sucking my lips into his mouth. His kisses alone can send me over the edge, and I can’t help the beating of my heart as his tongue probes its way into my mouth. My hand reaches up and cups his face as he continues to kiss me urgently, his hands beginning to skim across my body feverishly. I feel him move his body over me as we kiss harder, my hands now running through his short hair. His hand travels down between our bodies and moves to between my legs. His fingers begin to rub and caress and it’s only a matter of time before I simply explode into ecstasy. I moan into his mouth as his hand goes to my thigh opening it from the other thigh, while he moves his body between my legs. I feel his erection as it rubs against me once again, each time feeling like the first time. I separate my lips from him as I moan into his neck while he teases me uncontrollably. I feel his mouth on my neck yet again, but this time he sucks and bites, obviously knowing he is marking me. I usually would not want that done to me, I must have hated it before, but it seems to be appropriate at this moment.
I tug on her gentle skin, purposely marking her as mine, because after all she is. I pull back and even though the room is dark, I can still make out the reddened mark on her neck. I look into her hazel eyes, now dark with erotic passion, and I lose myself in them. For the past months, I never thought I would have been looking into them the same way I am now, I had lost all hope for our future. And as I lean down and kiss her again, I know this is just not sex, a simple one night stand. This is lovemaking, a sweet and soulmate understanding that only we have shared before. I know she will not get up in the morning and shake my hand and walk out of my life. I can tell by her eyes, her moans, her reactions. Sex does not have these reactions, these moments, these emotions, this passion. My hands run through her soft blonde hair as they lift her head and pull her mouth further into mine, if it’s possible. I know she is ready for me, I can feel her excitement and I prepare myself for entry. I reach down and guide myself to her opening, slowly sliding myself in, little by little. I feel her warmth wrap around me as her canal tightly snaps around me, signaling her discomfort. I hear her whimper and her quick intake of breath as I slowly pull away, kissing her neck and then pecking her lips. She opens her eyes as I once again move back inside her, slower that the first time.
Why I can’t get used to him is beyond me, this isn’t like the first time we have made love tonight. I want to adapt to him soon, for he brings me such pleasure in the end. I feel him slide in a little more and my body tightens, holding him inside causing a moan to escape from his mouth. His kiss is rough as he sucks me into his passionate trap, leaving me breathless and relaxed. His hands skim across my breast while his mouth leaves my lips and latches onto my right breast, sucking it urgently as his thrusts barley shift. I tilt my head back into the pillows as I moan my approval, wanting nothing more then to scream out my bliss. He removes his head from my chest and begins to move his hips to and fro, softly, making sure that I am broken in to. The satin sheet dangles right above his lower back, covering his entire lower body, while my legs are uncovered and arched along his satin covered hips. He pushes into me and I feel him hit that certain soft spot in the wall that makes me want to lose all control of my nerves. His hands rest on my breast as he continues to thrust into me, a slow and erotic manner that makes me actually wish there was mirror above us, so that I could watch on how he moves into my body. His pace begins to pick up and my legs wrap around him as he rides me harder, my lower body being lifted up from the bed from the force of his thrust. I moan his name over and over as he whispers mine into my skin.
I am so losing this battle as I feel her tighten around me, I can’t release so soon, it’s too soon. I pull out of her and take a deep breath, and she watches me, wondering. I give her a reassuring kiss and tell her that to give me a second or two. She laughs as she pushes me onto my back and slowly crawls over me.
“Come on John…I want this…and I know you do too.” I hear her say and I can’t help but close my eyes as I feel her slide down on me. The ridges of her walls slide all around me and my hands grasp the sheets, drastically as her hips begin to move slowly in a wave like manner. She always had a way of doing this for as long as I have known her, she could always set me off when she was on top. The way she moved, how she rocked, she almost looked like an exotic dancer. We used to joke about that and she would always laugh it off, saying she had to please her man somehow. My hands leave the sheets and grasp her hips as I force her down on me and hard. She lets out a loud moan as I rock into her again, pulling her hips onto me faster then before. Her moans are nonstop and louder then before and by the way she is whimpering and moving, I know she is done.
“I need you Marlena, I need you baby.” I whimper out from loss of breath as I continue to ride up in her. “I want all of you….give it to me!” He hisses as his eyes shut, trying to contain his control.
“You have me John, I’m all yours.” She moans and I cannot help but smile as she moves her hips further down on me.
“Marlena, I want you to have my baby. I need you to have my baby again….could you give that to me.” I hear myself saying and I pause for a second. Why the hell would I tell her that, I mean yes it’s true I do want that, but why would that come out at this moment. She looks down at me and at first I mistake her reaction for disappointment and rejection. But she smiles and leans down over me, taking my lips.
“I’ll give you whatever you wish for. I would love to give you another baby.” She smiles and I fill up with joy and excitement. I flip her over on her back as I plunge back into her body, finishing her off.
“I love you.” I whisper as I thrust into her over and over. She whispers the words back and I hear her moan loud, grasping onto my body as she comes. I slam into her as she finishes off her orgasm, and my body begins to quake with anticipation. The thought of me putting a child in her body fills my mind as my pace becomes rough and wild. I feel the heat rise in my stomach and then it snaps, releasing my seed deep inside her yet again. I stay inside her, holding myself there as her body wraps around mine, holding and caressing.
As we lay on the bed, now spooning each other, I kiss her head, mumbling my affection to her. She laughs as she kisses my hands and whispers her love back, claiming she will never let anything come between it again.
“Tomorrow is a new day, and we will go from there. But nothing is going to tear me apart from you. John?” She asks and I give her a hum sigh, almost lazy to say the word yes. “I want to give you another baby, because I believe we deserve a new beginning. And I think that would be the perfect place to start. You were the person I should of started a family with from the beginning, not Roman.” I hush her, telling her not to bring up the past but she stops me. “I will give you a baby, no matter how long it takes, or hard it is to get. I love you.” She smiles and my heart swells. I lean into kiss her as we slightly moan.
“Well I think we are off to a good start…and I can’t wait baby.” I whisper as we fall into eachothers arms and let sleep take over us.